gosh,do i hate the future.

maybe i don`t mean that.

all i know is,my life`s crumbling.

how would you feel if you were told by someone you are going to be his saviour?

his life is in your hands..putting to much pressure on you,huh?

well,on the other hand,i got other problems.

have anyone of you met ENVY?

yeah,i met her.i know her.

too much of her.

i can`t believe i`m getting jealous of my friend`s newly-found companions.

i thought that i was someone who could accept other people.

apparently,not.

also,i`m hanging by a thread.

the thread of trust.

they had better shut up about it.

she`s had enough distractions for one beginning of the second semester.

and it all started with one human.just one.

he has stooped down to a low level.

lower than shit.

dang,i`m gonna hate this year.

i hate you soadiq! you have ruined everything..her youthful memories,her relationships,her future..fuck you lahh! i feel like crying everyday but tears won`t come out. guess they dried already.