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Sunday, November 30, 2008


I`ll have to thank Mindy[not real name] for telling her that I was the one responsible for it.
No,I`m not mad.
Initially,I was.But it`s now over.
So,thank you Mindy,for putting me in trouble and letting my efforts to be the one who she tells her problems to go to waste.
Because I DESERVED IT.
You don`t have to defend me,guys[you know who you are].
I`ll take whatever plans she has for me.
Ha,you might see me at the hospital one day.
I`ll have to say sorry to her because she has put her fullest trust on me.
And I failed her.
I`ve done wrong.
Her image of my character is now smeared because of the mistake I have done.
To tell you the truth,it`s tiring being her friend.
If I want to tell her anything,I would have to make sure it doesn`t hurt her feelings.
I would have to deal with the silence she gives me.
Even though I dislike silence between friends.
But I'd endure it all.
Because I believe one day,she`ll appreciate me for listening to her.
For guiding her willingly in her studies.
For making her laugh.
For trying to help her in every way possible.
For being...her friend.
Her..truest friend?
No,she doesn`t think so.
I`ll have to appeal to those who think I am a good person.
No one in this world is entirely "good".
That includes me.
You might see me apologising to you whenever I am late,clumsy,etc.
Or you might catch me praising others or doing things for people without anything in return.
But other people do that too.
I have my bad sides.
For example,I lie whenever possible.
I am an oversensitive girl.
But you know,one thing`s for sure;I do not hate people.
Although there might be people who hate me.
I`m sorry if I`m being so negative.
I`m usually a somewhat optimistic person really.
Just feeling a little down.
OH,what I would do for a HUG right now!
Because I really need it.
No more begging.
No more pleading.
So just slap me already.
Give me a bruise big enough for everyone to see.