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Friday, December 5, 2008


"How would you feel if someone spreads rumours about you?"
-quoted by a friend of mine.
"I hate this part right here.."
Hah,I`m listening to I HATE THIS PART by PUSSYCAT DOLLS.
nice song.
had a barbeque yesterday.
it was raining,so it was difficult to transport the beehoon to pasir ris from tampines.
luckily my parent were there to help me!
thank you MUMMY & DADDY DEAREST.
btw,I had a re-audition for the SPAJC yesterday,just before the bbq.
nothing much to say there.
i felt really awkward around her.
and i came at the time faizah had a headache and she had to go up to her home.
i wanted to start a light conversation,but I was too afraid it wouldn`t be the appropriate thing to do.
so,i looked for janella & bernice.
janella,your words really got into me.
i really realised my mistake.
i'm feel so fuckin' bad when you asked me that simple question.
and yes bernice,I AM stupid.
stupid enough to lose the friend that made me feel special.
i know that my sincerest apology won't be sufficient to undo my terrible mistake.
i was thinking..maybe you could ruin my life.
spread a rumour about me.
make everyone laugh at me.
make me feel..how you feel right now.
like _______.
i'm willing to take it all,my..friend.
because i have betrayed your trust.
i have crushed your heart.
i would not EVER hate you.
although you hate me very much.
oh yeah,it's too late to apologise,you would say.
my answer would be.."I know,which is why you have every right to do anything to me."
right,ANYTHING.
if it's okay with you,murder me.
putting that aside..
your birthday's coming..and you're finally becoming 15.
the youngest is gonna grow up.
just know that i'll wish you the upmost best for the year ahead.
i want you to pass your 'O levels with flying colours.
with or without me.
i...i...i love you,my..friend.
and i am truly,
deeply,
honestly,
wholeheartedly,
kindly,
SORRY.