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Thursday, December 18, 2008


You're too busy showing me where I'm wrong..

i felt so touched when dee stated in her blog that me&ziq have that special place in her heart.(:

that really erased the reason i was sad before reading that post in her blog.

yesterday night, i smsed STICKMAN.

who knew he just came back from Malacca?

he found it boring. =___= "

then i had a thought.

i felt really curious about my bdae present,so I asked him about it.

so,he's coming to my home this sunday.

i just gotta stay put in my own house until he arrives.

i should be happy,huh?

a little,i guess.

but his last sms is like,saddening sehh.

something like this :
Him: I still haven forget la why you always like sms
just to find out whether your present ready or
whether i forgot anything about you
Me: Just for fun i didnt know u don't like it
Him: Well now you know
Me: Sorry lah
he used to tell me that i'm such a good friend.
and,and,i try so hard to change his perception of himself.
now he makes me feel like I have no shame.
sorry lahh if i'm THAT irritating.
i bet he doesn't know my birthday didn't turn out the way i wanted it to.
not saying it's a total wreck.
but on my birthday,he just HAD to move.
he promised me that he'll give me my bdae present on that very day.
did it happen?
nooooooooooooooooooo.
i told him that i'll remember his birthday.
and i did.
even though it's belated.
imagine an average boy receiving a model aircraft,a decorated card&a friendship book from a girl.
does that show that she cares for him?
and in return,i only asked for 2 things- an adorable teddy bear & his presence.
that's all.
is that too much?
ohh,i haven't even talked about the rejection.
but i'm soo over it.
now,i'm SO unsure whether i'll be looking forward to sunday.
sigh,i'm pathetic 'cause i need another dozen of hugs.