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Saturday, January 3, 2009


Another one bites the dust.

first day of school turned out okay.

hah,because there were NO LESSONS,but more talks.

which automatically means MORE CRAMPS.

promised Sin Ni that i'll join this year's "Junyuan Got Talent".

i'll probably lose to some hip-hop dancers.

doesn't matter now.

what matters is that i'll be facing 'O Levels.

annnnnnnnnndddddddddddd.

something seems to bother me.

my best friends..they're suffering.

and i'm here,satisfied.

and they're there,dying.

whereas they're the ones who helped me so much with my problems.

ZIQ,I really feel so sorry for you,losing your loved one and all.
I've also lost a loved one.
I loved my brother-in-law,but POOF,he's gone.
And I thought he understood me.
Turned out he didn't,huh?
Also,this is your 2ND time down the rough broken-hearted path.
I may have not walked that path before,but I DO know something.
It ain't all rainbows and clouds.
Love's gotta have its storms and dark clouds.
And even though you blame the messed-up world,
It isn't its fault.
It's not your fault too.
It's nobody's fault.
Beyond this tragedy are rays of hope.
Something good will definitely come out of this,I'm positive.
Within that dense sky,
there'll be stars.
Here Ziq,here.*points to myself and deena*
We're your stars.
The stars that bring light through your night.
The stars that will guide you through those constellations we call "obstacles".
Those stars..that are just a ring away.
Be done with the night,what awaits you is a new day.(:
DEE,you can't kill yourself by not sleeping.
I won't allow it,not even over my dead body.
I want to be the one you rant to when you have no one else.
I want to be the one to save you when you have given up.
I'm proud to say that I've been the one.
But I also got to be the one to tell you that if you love someone,you gotta let her go.
She'll eventually come back to you,in due time.
And here,I'll be holding your hand,not letting go.
Helping you,seeing it for myself.
You taking baby steps to overcome this stupid feeling called "sadness".
Yes,Ziq will be there too,rest assured.
I want to see the Primary 4 Deena.
The girl whose laugh would light up the darkness in my heart.
The girl who always tells me that I'm not weak.
The girl whose hugs would eliminate every stupid "sadness" or "anger" in me completely.
The girl who never gives up.
Throw away the FALLEN DEENA,bring forward that PRIMARY 4 DEENA,please.
What I'm just asking you two is to just MOVE ON.
Every rose has its thorns.
It all depends whether you keep worrying about the thorns or treasure the beauty of the rose petals and the aroma it emits.
I want the both of you to take the rose and love it for its beauty,not its imperfections.
I want the both of you to leave the past and move forward,never looking back.
I want the both of you back.
The sad dee&ziq are no acquaintances of mine.
I want my best friends back.
I'm right here guys,and I'm waiting.(:
XOXO,alyy.